Ka boom Ka boom

This blog is no longer going to be about what I had originally intended it to be about. There is just too much more to touch base on that I'm not sure at any point I will be able to limit it to any one specific thing. Starting off today...I had to breathe a little easier today. A great deal of relief. I had dodged a bullet. I had nearly walked myself into a situation upon where a huge amount of money would have been owed for a long period of time and would have been all for nothing. I managed to avoid that. Thank god. Now I just have to decide how to proceed with this whole desire to acquire some exploitable knowledge but in a much more effective and productive manner than this one would have proved to be. I also must soon find away to reach the others. A method of waving a flag, sending up a flare, or putting up a sign that says " I AM HERE, I AM SICK OF WHAT I SEE, LETS GROUP TOGETHER" One would think this wonderous tool we call the internet would facilitate that fairly easily. We shall see I suppose. I am still struggling with this feeling of repetitive uselessness and general staleness. I have got to find a way to intellectually stimulate myself. Something to keep my thoughts and my brain active and engaged. This stagnance and staleness is absolutely punishing. Well. Here we go. We'll see what happens, if anything at all